Full-Blown Pain: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks usually start with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a